Caught off guard

My husband told me he wants a divorce. I asked if there was anyone else. He said no. I asked if there was a reconciliation change. He said that's what he's been trying to figure out for the past few months.

And that's where our conversation ended. I've come to terms and accepted the finality of our relationship, we gonna download onlinedivorceincalifornia.com/california-divorce-papers-pdf/ . BUT I don't understand.

I'm sure some of you were on his side... could you shed any light or advice?